Diwali

A festival of light - a time for overcoming darkness and for new beginnings. She sent a message asserting her wish to do just that. I was relieved. 

Later, a breakfast of coffee and bloody marys and a good omelette made with goat cheese, spinach and Canadian bacon at a table for one. I got sad watching the young siblings and their hula hoops on television and tears came. 

She was good to me. Smart, honest, beautiful, funny, spirited, unique and ready. It's that last one, I just couldn't match it. There's a wall inside me. 

Become inaccessible to me, and I may fall in love with you. 

I'll light a candle tonight too.